Guess what happened last night? I went to sleep at 9:45 PM, EST. I mean, BEFORE TEN PEEE EMMM. WHAT? I know, it doesn’t sound like that early. But for me, that’s early for non-mono. For mono, that’s basically a day ahead of time. 🙂 I was up at 5:30 which is a tad early but I will take it. I can’t even express the feeling of hope that I have for today. I still feel so silly for feeling so horrible with this thing. When so many others are suffering from so much more. I also know that this is my reality for right now. The joint pain, the exhaustion, the sore throat, the brain-sluggishness – all those things are more than any symptoms to me. They basically are abnormal. They don’t make me feel like Jamie Jones. I happen to like Jamie Jones. 🙂 That’s what I miss most. Feeling like me. I hope I find me again…really soon!